突然间朋友问起我在学校你和谁最要好？
一时间我居然答不上来。。。
有时会怀疑自己是否有着双重性格。。。
我是个爱玩爱闹的女生，可有些时候我却不爱说话，向静静的一个人。。。
在面对一些不太熟的朋友时我种是会为我的心加上一个保护网。
从何时起我不再选择轻易相信别人，不再为他人打开我的心房？
坦白说,我也越来越不了解自己了。。。
在一次又一次的被伤害后，再也乐观不起来了。。。
有时候我会想， 人为什么而活？ 最近的我， 迷失在谜懵的世界里了。。。
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little teng,
ReplyDeletei went through this phase before too..hahahha, i got asked the same question and also suspected that i had multiple personality disorder.
i think it's ok to build a wall to protect urself against from those whom you are not familiar or close with, everybody does that.
trusting somebody cannot be done overnight, it is even more obvious after being betrayed or hurt. but learn to let go. forgive and forget. if u can't forget, at least learn to forgive and let them stay as memories, not scars.
nobody will be able to understand oneself wholly. there's no rule governing that u have to understand urself truly. we live for ourselves, not for other people. so try not to be overwhelmed.
u're still at a tender and young age, where no doubt, things can be complicated and confused to you. but have faith. believe in yourself.
worst come to worst, ask me for a map so u wun get lost... *wink*
hugs,
WaiQuan