test from god??

this christmas is a wonderful but a bit sad christmas for me...wonderful bcoz i can pass this christmas wit my nut family n few frens.. sadness is bcozs i lost my hp.. my panasonic x70 it cozs me rm1200++...this is the 1st time i spent so much on my hp but i lost it.. i jus used it for few mth...in the hp got a lot of sweet memories.. got the pic tat i took at austrealia wit my aussie buddy..
when i found out tat i lost it.. i cant do anything.. cozs when i tried to go bk the way to search i didnt c anything..on the bus.. i jus wish to cry.. heart pain.. i lov the hp very much eventhought i always said it not user friendly,,1st time for me ... lost a so important n so expensive thing...
izzit any1 need to pass the stage like this?this lesson izzit too expensive for me?i lost all the contacts number n all the special pic...i lost the msg tt the person i missed very much send to me...i keep it for few mth since my birthday... but now i lost everything...lost the only thing tat he left for me... i lost it...
when i lost the phone i try to call bk the num.. but the person who got my hp switch it off...i thought tat i'm stil hav chance to get bk but i'm wrong..this b4 i hav picked a hp on the road... n i even try my best to return it to the person... yup.. i did,i return to the person..now is my turn but y the person cant giv me bk?sad...n 1st time i'm cry cozs i lost something.....i lost the things tat i cant gain bk...

working life...

when i'm study at sch and Uni... i used to think of the working life...
now i have a gd chance to try to gain some real world working experience through my industrial training. Do i enjoy it? yup.. i think, but is for sometimes only...
when i have nothing to do.. i'll feel bore then i'll miss my Uni life.
when i'm getting busy, i felt fed up.... n miss my Uni life again...
this called life... :P

the time is passing fast...
1week ard past.
last week my life had some changing again...
meet some colleuges and knowing about the real world in the society.
need to learn how to adapt ourself in this complicated society...
cant b too simple thinking sometimes... but sometimes cant think too complicated too...

i met a turtle... it is cute n funny... having the same characteristics wit me...
funny n blur.....

this turtle make my workin life no more boring... make my life at here no feel lonely...

through this periods, i do appreciate all the friendship from my frens... my aussie buddies, my nuts family n the turtle....
by having them my life becom wonderful n cheerful!!!

move to new hse..

finally get a new hse.....
yup.. is new hse for me but actually the hse isn't new anymore....

this b4 wish to fast fast get a room at jb.. czos travel everyday reli tired....
but after get the room... i feel tired again... not body tired.. is mentally tired.... cozs my life becom too bore... at thr cant online... cant chit chat wit my frens... then wat should i do at thr? hahaa... dun ask me.. cozs even i myself also dunno....

izzit every1 wil face this problem?
y for a human being, his/her life is keep goin changes?

y every1 after the gathering must hav the separating?.....

y? y? Y?

my mind hav so many Y!!

training life..

start my ind training at 15th..
woke up at 6am... prepare everything then went out for work... til 9.30pm jus reach hom...
1st day work felt quite dissapointed n tired.. cozs the task i get quite bore jus need to call up the customer.. til no voice....

2nd day...16th...
seekin help from all my aussie buddy cozs my boss wan me to hav a christian name...
after their kindly help.... at the end i made a decision to call... michelle.... cozs my mum prefer this name.... :P
but cozs not used to it... so when my boss called i didnt answer.... at the end... kena laugh lor....
start like my job... mayb cozs met my senior n chat a lot of him... then start hav little bit interest on my job lor....

3rd day...17th...
today boss didnt in... so can curi tulang lo... then mornin jus keep online n chattin lor...actually got do work la.. but not so seriuos lor...
but after lunch hour start b seriuos.. calling again..... call around 200ppl again gua...
get a gd idea from thr... next time after i graduate if i cant get a job i can go to b a phone operator... hahaa.....

but need to prepare a lot of honey... coz always wil b no voice...

bore....

stil hav 2 days wil start my another journey.... startin countdown... 2, 1...
when i think of i need to travel everyday abt 2hrs to the place i work by bus n back another 2hrs...i start feel tat suffer for the next following days... aigh...
no yet get the room in permas jaya cozs unfamiliar wit the environment somemore i'm "iron teeth" wan to choose...

this mornin made a funny joke....
i woke up at 9.30am.. then when i watched at the alarm clock.. my heart feel die....cozs i late for my work at the 1st day... i start grumble.... then i rush to clean up myself n thought of how to go to work....
but after i make up my mind... i found out tat alamak.... i was not start to work by today is on wed....
aigh... too tension til like tat.....
but quite excited abt the tasks tat i'll face wit for my 1st day... gambatei...

Industrial training

finally can com back to my lovely hom.. i miss it so much.
next week wil start another journey in my life.. a different journey from the previous life. i'm going to have my industrial training soon on next wed.
this training i'm quite excited about it cozs reli a different life in my UNi life. i can learn others things that i cant learn from UNi...
luckily our Uni have provide this chance for us to go out for training to gain some social knowledge n to know about the real world ..
some of my friends said we will have some changes after our training. i do agree with what they said, cozs for us as a human we have the changes at every stage of our life,,.... the changes may b good or bad just depends on urself. throught the training we can know about our weakness then we can imporove ourself n we can b well prepare for our future to go out to work in the real workplace...
hope this training can b conducted ... successfully.... GAmBaTEi!!

gathering wit members

last nite have a unforgetable gathering wit some of the members who joined the aussie trip. we sang from 6pm til 12am mid nite... crazy man!!
but reli hav fun n enjoy it la... knowing tat they all r well performed in sing.. few of them even can join the M'sian idol.... haha...
before i gettin to go out to make the appointment... i felt tat i wan to giv them a big plan.. cozs not feelin well but when i think of tat this mayb wil b the last chance for me to meet them.. i forced myself to go. luckily i did the right decision, i reli enjoy the time together wit them.. they r caring n ... (cant describe in few words) ..
after the joy n fun... the sadness time was coming... we need to separate.. eventhought ard know tat we cant avoid this happenin but stil sad.. n upset...yup..each meet wil com to end..
therefore i need to learn to appreciate all the time n b strong..
anywhere i stil proud to hav such a gd frens as them... they reli too "geng" hehe...
unbelievable tat i also can get involve wit them b so gd.. cozs i'm not the 1 easily get well wit ppl... thanks god.. haha.... i'll keep this as a sweet memo in my whole life...

最后一天。。。

终于渡过这个漫长的一个星期， 把那些难以理解的东东给搞定了！
马来西亚填鸭式的教育方式真让人受不了。。。大学生活似乎和中学及学院生活差不了多少吧?

早起的早晨，很宁静。。让人忍不住胡思乱想。 哈哈。。这就是人类可爱的地方吧! 忙碌时总渴望宁静，但当拥有这宁静时刻时却乱了阵脚。。真矛盾! 这和人类的另一个天性很象吧? 拥有时不懂得珍惜，失去后才来后悔....太迟了吧?

知道并不代表拥有。。。
感恩才能长久。。。

exammm...

mm.. stil hav last subject for my final exam.. but damn bore n no mood to study... my mind wil always fly a way.. to aussie, to yahoo groups...
after this time exam.. wil hav half yr cant go bk Uni to study ... cozs need start industrial trainin.. for me.. i like this ind trainin cozs can learn others things tat we cant learn from textbook..
but now my mind jus think of can i postpone this trainin huh? hehee.... cozs i miss aussie.. i miss the group members... if i'm goin to trainin sure wil missed many things.... mm~~~ :'( i dun wan la...
aigh.. but no matter whatever happen life stil wil goin on rite..... :P
gambatei lor....

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1st time...

hah... this is my 1st time to use this blog...
actually jus heard frens say this is nice.. so jus hav a try...
now is bz for final exam.. so wil b further next time la....